What are first oaths? We make a commitment to food, water and air. These physical laws hold us alive in agreement.
Later we love, hurt, cry and dream. I do not know how we stay in agreement with these. I find myself in a profound relationship and constant struggle. I long to express but feel scared that if I fully open up then I will lose some sort of control or be attacked.
I’m getting older and on some days I forget how I even got this old. I miss many who have died and wonder for their dreams. I can be ridiculously dumb at times and don’t know how I’ve settled in that state. I also get very embarrassed how I loose my mind in influence and brazen my inner fool.
It is immensely humbling approaching my limitations and seeing roadblocks in front of me. To be the magician and crowd at the same…
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